Election time is coming (8th march 2008)

This is my first year to vote and I will do my responsibility as a noble citizen

I am not good in giving political speech but this song below says it all





For a better Malaysia~!

My Ride.......Vroom

This is what I am currently driving


This what I am going to buy (still considering)


I've dreamt about this car since the day it was launched 2 years back, now is da timeeeeeeee

I'm a big fan of compact cars and an extreme no no to proton, perodua by far is the best choice for me to get my compact cars at affordable price with quality far surpasses proton cars

Unhappy and gloomy future

Wedding has been postponed, my parents after the Chinese new year insisted that I postpone our wedding to a later time, so no choice but to do so

Today, I have been burden by forced allowance... I don't know what to say
Since young parents never taught me anything near to nothing, I learn most of the things myself from school, friends, peers, colleagues, rivals, television therefore i became an extremely individualistic person where I only care more about my own well being instead of other, this changes when i converted to Christian faith cause Jesus whom is my heavenly father taught me to learn to give so i start doing so, so my parents actually never taught me anything after I am able to start thinking, more like they expect me to go auto pilot and screw me nicely when i screw up, this is the environment that I have been brought up, to know what I should know when they expect it out of me.

The problem is this, I never know what financial condition my family is in neither know most things about them, they always give me the look and feeling that everything is ok, therefore I never took into care any of it and just live my life as I always did. They are not transparent about anything at all and always expect me to know everything they expect me to know

My parents has a dark history which actual non of us kids in the family know about it, it was the main cause that contribute to the downfall of this family, it has been a secret for so long and will remain cloudy until i don't know when, recently my wedding plans actually spark the whole mess out. Money has always been an issue in my family, yes, money is important, i know

Being threaten to give allowance to someone you used to look up to is not a good experience, it hurts so much inside especially when you are actually budgeting to give them the next month since you just came to know about the big mess.

I am very disappointed, my fiancee is also, I don't think we will be getting married anytime soon until we can afford to own our own house and move out of this place to start our own family. I don't want to live my life in a minefield

I don't know what the future hold, but I know my heavenly father will see me through this. Amen