Feeling Miserable...

Happy family is only seen in television or other people's family, more like a fairy tale for me where every endings are happy endings

Sadly, I don't live in one

So to say, I used to have a so called happy family, but it was all destroyed
By a stupid white ball and a bunch of monkeys
Yes, golf and golfers

One bad tempered, bad situation amplifier
One avid party animal cum professional golfer

Ever since then living in this house is like hell, my room is my only place i call house, the other places doesn't belong to me

I'm basically all by myself, no cares about how I do in my business, no one gives me the constant support for my business except for my fiancee and sometimes my dad

Brother is weak in his studies and does not want to buck up, mixing with monkey friends also
It's not like he has no potential, he's just plain lazy, tried all method, still hopeless, another thanks to the non helping golfer

Want to get married also wrong, tell me bunch of nonsense excuse just to delay me
If anything happens to me now, my fiancee who had helped me a lot in building my business foundation and being there to emotionally and mentally support me during trials will gain nothing and all my hard worked asset will be used to travel around the world to play MORE GOLF. I'm actually trap in between beliefs, practicality and stupid chinese customs.

I'm going to move out soon, enough is enough
I can't take this anymore...